Thursday, 28 July 2011

It's Not a Big Deal

Have you ever think before everything had happened today was the result from the decision you took tomorrow or a few hours before or a few minutes before or even few seconds before? Without you realize it's true. And everything happened for a reason. Sure you have you own reason why you chose it to be that way.

Actually what i wanna talk here is about our life path. We chose to be the way we are till these days. Even there are some influences from others or our surrounding but the final decision maker will be ourselves.

Let’s go to the narrow subject. Nowadays people keep praising all those medical students. They put high expectation in them. Yes they are so good. But on my own view they are just ordinary person. Some of them are not excellent in their study during SPM nor foundation or matriks. They are about an average. But because of courage they have which other person don't have, they managed to find a right way with a sponsorship to further their study in medical field. I confidently said that, it's easier to be qualify taking this course in oversea rather than in our own country. The requirement is much lower especially in the Middle East and Indonesia. Because of the determination, those students willingly travel and went apart from their family. My personal opinion i can say that not only excellent students can take this course but the average student also able to. But they must work harder than their brilliant friends to find the way and make their dreams come true

Some people did asked me why i didn't further my study in medical field. Now i know the exact answer for it. It’s because i can't give my heart to the fullest for this field. During my secondary school all i know there's only two routes i can go after receive my SPM result. Either medical or engineering. It’s like trend. Most of us think of this both options during that day. But because i realized i wasn't that good in my mathematic subject and i tired of facing them so i tend to choose medical field. However i when my counselor asked us to prepared our career folio i chose psychologist as my future career. Seem like i don't have a real plan yet.

My SPM result was flying with a pink color. I applied MARA scholarship and went for interview. Instead i received an offer to do medical twining program with India medical university from JPA. It’s such a great offer. It’s much more better to take a JPA scholarship instead of MARA. This because MARA provide half-scholarship. if you did well and graduate with excellent result you only have to pay back a small percent of it and work with them for years. they will cut out some of it. If not you have to pay the exact amount as they support you during your study. It’s some sort of loan. But with JPA you don't have to pay back. It’s fully sponsor. You only have to work with government for years.

Even though i know how great the offer but i rejected it. I don't know why. To be honest i really don't have any interest when hear that good news. I also received a letter from MSU asked me to go for interview for medical program sponsor by MARA. But i didn't show up during the day. They even called me twice and told me to go but i ignored it.

So i continue my long-journey-prepared-for-the-better-future at Center of Science Foundation University of Malaya (PASUM) in life science stream. Day passed and i realized i started to have an interest in dental field. Seriously i aimed for it. Their working field sounds interesting. There’s a fact that our country was critically insufficient of dentist. I know my goal during my second semester. Luckily i did well in my exam again.

My first choice was dentistry. However when the result was out i didn't managed to put myself as one of the dentistry student. Bachelor of Pharmacy at University of Malaya. My heart stops pumping. OMG! it wasn't my first choice! No matter how hard, i have to accept this. It’s still a part of my choice that i chose when i filled up the UPU form.

After i got to know this field well, day after day passed i started to love it. It’s undeniable that i lost my strength at first. But with supports from family and my love one i managed to endure every difficulties i faced. My first semester result wasn't bad even this course comes with tough-brutal-harder subjects. With the result i believed in myself that i can carry on my journey to become a successful pharmacist. We as pharmacy student was automatically provide with JPA scholarship. I don't have to apply for it or to go for interview. The chance i let go once upon the time come back to me but with different course taken.

Even till this day i don't feel any regretful in myself because of my own decision. But i wonder how would i become today if i accept the first offer. Never mind. It’s not a big deal to me. Doctor or pharmacist wouldn't be much differs. We still give our best for the community to have a better living. Everything i faced today is the result i did yesterday. Thanks God with His guidance i manage to do a great decision.

Monday, 25 July 2011

Spread the Words.

To the men : warn your loved ones!
To the women : remember this!

About a month ago there was a woman standing by the Mega Mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women.

The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said,

'I notice you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?'

The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and the jack in the trunk, shut it and dusted his hands off.

The woman thanked him profusely, and as she was about to get in her car, the man told her that he left his car around on the other side of the mall, and asked if she would mind giving him a lift to his car. She was a little surprised and asked him why his car was on the other side. He explained that he had met an old friend in the mall whom he hadn't seen for some time and they had a bite to eat and visited for a while; he got turned around in the mall and left through the wrong exit, and now he was running late and his car was clear around on the other side of the mall.

The woman hated to tell him 'no' because he had just rescued her from having to change her flat tire all by herself, but she felt uneasy. Then she remembered seeing the man put his briefcase in her trunk before shutting it and before he asked her for the ride to his car.

She told him that she'd be happy to drive him to his car, but she just remembered one last thing she needed to buy. She said she would only be a few minutes; he could sit down in her car and wait for her; she would be as quick as she could be. She hurried into the mall, and told a security guard what had happened; the guard came out to her car with her, but the man had left.

They opened the trunk, took out his locked briefcase and took it down to the police station. The police opened it (ostensibly to look for ID so they could return it to the man). What they found was rope, duct tape and knives.

When the police checked her 'flat' tire, there was nothing wrong with it; the air had simply been let out. It was obvious what the man's motive was, and obvious that he had carefully thought it out in advance.

The woman was blessed to have escaped harm. How much worse it would have been had she waited in the car while the man fixed the tire, or if she had a baby strapped into a car seat. Or if she'd gone against her judgment and given him a lift. I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know.

It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going to send this to the ladies only; but guys, if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may want to pass it on to them as well.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it....better safe than sorry.



Pass this along to every woman you meet. Never let your guard down.


Sunday, 24 July 2011

She was so Right


Dear Smokers, Please get a plastic bag and cover yourself whenever you want to start smoking to enable you enjoy the smoke 100% by yourself. I don't want any percentage of it nor do my friends who don't smoke. Don't kill me if you want to kill yourself.

Regards, Your Friend 

Saturday, 23 July 2011

Healthy Lifestyle

I had a very bad lifestyle lately. It’s been a while i do not do exercises. Almost all the days i wake up late in the morning, take a shower, clean myself and have my breakfast.  After finish helping my mom at kitchen and preparing everything for my dad, i spend my time by watching a television or rest in the bedroom. Otherwise I go online for a while. Checking my Facebook account and visiting my blog rarely.  Doing those things repeatedly was so uncool. Seldom I do a review for the next semester. Eventually i fall asleep when boredom strikes.

Furthermore I used to skip my lunch these days. I know it wasn't good habit. Changes? It would be difficult. However i still have to try it. Fix again. Even though it’s not fully improve but at least I’d put some effort on it.   Let’s trying harder for a better lifestyle darls!

tips for healthy lifestyle
  • don't smoking
  • sleep early at night 
  • having enough sleep hour around 6 to 8 hours
  • having meals at fixed time everyday
  • have a balance diet 
  • eat as the amount require by body
  • eat lots of vegetables and fruits
  • walk non-stop for 1 hour
  • don't do vigorous exercise instantly
  • drink a plenty of plain water. advisable minimum 8 glasses everyday

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

Bad but Enjoyable

My friends and I were planned to go for hiking today. Only four of us went to Engku Busu Hill at Lumut. It took around 20 minutes to reach there. But because it was the first time we went there so we were unable to find that hill at once. So we asked an uncle work at police station to ensure we were on the right path. Yes we were. But the uncle told us to beware and watch our mouth when hiking. He remind us don’t speak unnecessary things up there. He also told us that before this there was a Chinese man who went for hiking but he didn’t went down after that. That story scared us. The place itself looks scary. It was very silent and nobody take care of that hill. There’s temple near to it and we saw a weird-suspicious Indian man around it. Without further thinking we decided to cancel our plan. We should go with men I thought. We’ll come again next time.

We didn’t wanna go home yet. We make another plan. We straightly went to Marina Theme Park and hope we can spend our time there. Unfortunately the place opens at 4pm on weekdays. So we proceed to the next plan. Went to Teluk Batik beach. We enjoy the scenery. But it’s not enjoyable as it used to be. It was very silent over there. Nobody come to have fun on the weekdays. It’s not like weekend where it was the most hectic place when the parents bring their children and family to have fun. After a while we left.

We went to another place. Marina Island. The place only a few months opened. The place was superb beautiful. It serves the visitors with a lot of equipment for sea sport. It also has a jetty.  You can go to Pangkor Island from there and it does only take 5 minutes to reach. But we just sitting around and have a chit chatting and snapped few photos. All the photos was taken by using my friend’s camera. So I was unable to share here. We have a good time there. Even our day didn’t go smoothly as we planned but I still enjoy it. It’s rarely for me to meet my friends.  Nvm. We still have our long holidays till this September.


i refused to give up

i refused to give in

no matter how short the time left

no matter how pack my time is

as long as it's not over yet

i still have a chance

chance for improvement

i won't waste it anymore

Saturday, 16 July 2011

Blink! Blink!

A very tiring day today. My dad's cousin with his family coming. They stayed half of the day here. He had very super-duper hyperactive daughters. I told you peeps, it was hard to control three of them. Toddlers are always like that. They loved to try everything that I do. They did the laundry, they make a mess in the kitchen, they feed the fishes, they played with the cat and they even wrote a letters to us.  They are naughty yet so cute and playful! ^_^

Actually I want to tell you guys, I had acquired a new skill! I learn sewing beads on my outfit. It was difficult at first but become more interesting now. I did it for my baju raya. Yes! You aren’t misread. MY BAJU RAYA! I bought it a few days before with my mom and my sis. Mom wouldn’t have any free time during fasting month to sew our baju. So we just bought it instead.

My stunning baju kurung modern. It is purple with blue flowers and green leaves. Combination of these three colors attracts me.I was satisfied with my choice. Not like others. I bought only a pair. I think it’s more than enough. I rarely wear them again during former day.

Sewing beads become a new hobby of mine. My mom thought me how to do it. She told me just use my own creativity and create a nice design. Yup! She’s right.  Just use your creativity and let the hands do the rest. Besides I also done some research through search engine, Google. It's help with the idea.

 I also found a blog that tells about the art of beads. I would like to share it. Just click Princessbeads. She had designed a lot and makes money from that.  It is worth to take orders of sewing beads. It’s so expensive you know. So for those girls who haven’t learn it you better try it now. The outfits will turn wonderful and gorgeous without have to spend a lot if you expert in it. It's worthwhile girls.

They only cost RM 2 per packet

The outcome after tried many times to create the nice one

Mom's outfit with additional beads around the wrist

Friday, 15 July 2011

I'm Very Sorry

i hurt you yes i do
i broke that precious heart
i let it bleeding again

heart that you gave me 22 months ago
now it full of scars done by me
over and over

you acted strong in front of me
but i know you well
deep inside you're fragile

i let you sleep with your tears
the non-stopped tears dropped on your cheeks
i wish i was there to wipe it out
varnish all the sadness
cheer you up

i realized
even if you are recover
that heart wouldn't be same as before


u shall know
no one can ever take your place with me
it's only gonna be you and me
i couldn't be okay if you aren't

i hope that heart would forever be mine.

i wait for your morning wish

Sunday, 10 July 2011

Stay the Same

the very meaningful song in my life
it's inspiring me a lot
since my form 3 till these day
whenever i heard i can feel something
a weird feeling that hardly to explain
but i love that feeling

why don't you guys try to listen to this song
i was unable to provide a link
but you can try to find it at you tube or 4shared
just type

STAY THE SAME by Joey McIntyre

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.

Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.

And I hope you always stay the same,
Cause there's nothing 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.

Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.

Believe in yourself,
you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through

Saturday, 9 July 2011

be strong girl

i checked my ex-room mate fb profile because i didn't hear anything from her lately. so to see what she's doing i went to her wall. my attention was caught by her post. said " kita xbleh terlalu cepat percaya kpd sesorg terutama org yg bru knal...lau x jdlah mcm ila skrng ni..(T_T)". so i read all the comments and found out something bad happened to her. without wasting any time i directly went to her blog. yup! something really bad had happened. all her stuff, laptop, money, cell phone and purse was stolen. the thief also withdrawn her money before she managed to block it. to know further you can read this malang tak berbau. she was too kind and too lame. how can that bad-cruel-heartless person do this to her.

i feel sorry for you. i just heard about it. i may the last person to knew it. i am sorry i not be there for you during your hard time.yet be stronger girl. i'll help you as i can. hope you'll be bless.

Answer Scheme Expose

 annyeonghaseyo! hello! kon'nichiwa!

this entry come out sooner than i planned because there was someone who eager to know the answers and also my sis urged and persuaded me to post the answers soon. but before that i have a few words to say

the purpose of me posted the puzzle and share a link with fb not because i crazily want to promote my blog. in fact i prefer to become silence writer. but i received few feedback from my friends who said "zati..buat blog tak bagitaw pun". *okey sini meh nak kasitaw*. Besides i wanna make some test. Dr. Albert Schitzer was right when he said 95% people willing to die rather than thinking. i can almost see it and Dr. Albert is definitely true. for those who had tried to answer or seek for the answer i would like to congrats because you guys are apart of remaining 2% people that are thinking. i was able to kill two birds with a stone through previous post. btw, i would like to ask for apologize if you all feel annoying or displeasure with my posts. no offend no hard feeling. okay, enough mumbling zati!

Back to our business. Here the answers for each questions

1. Dalam banyak-banyak pokok, pokok apa yang paling berani?
ANS: pokok pisang sebab dia berani keluarkan jantung dia. ada ke pokok lain yang berani buat macam tu? tak ada kan? 

2. Kalau kita taw macam mana nak bezakan anak itik jantan and betina, macam mana pula  nak bezakan pokok pisang jantan dan betina? 
ANS: pisang ni ada banyak spesis. penah dengar pisang abu and pisang embun? daripada nama diaorang kita taw pisang abu ni pisang jantan and pisang embun pisang betina. kalau tak caya pegi tanya mak korang

3. Kalau orang makan di meja, binatang apa makan di kepala?
ANS: ni la soalan paling simple. kutu la binatang yang makan di kelapa 

4. Binatang apa yang kurang ajar?
ANS: sekali lagi kutu famous. kutu ni kurang ajar sebab dia pijak kepala orang. sukasuki dia je pijakkan.

5. Kenapakah siput babi jalan lambat?
ANS: siput babi jalan lambat sebab sambil dia jalan sambil tu dia pikir dia ni sebenarnya siput ke babi??

6. Antara siput dan gajah, yang mana lagi kuat? Kenapa?
ANS: siput la yang kuat sebab diaorang boleh angkat rumah diaorang and usung pegi mana-mana je. gajah tak mampu buat macam tu

7. Dalam banyakikan, ikan apa yang orang tengok sekali je dah sure ikan tu betina?
ANS: ikan duyung. but there was somebody who answered ikan keli. tpi keli Qber tu bukan ikan ye kawan-kawan. please take note *keli jangan marah aq. aq tak bersalah. aq siap back up ko ni*

8. Berapa banyak batu bata yang diperlukan untuk menyiapkan sebuah bangunan yang di perbuat daripada batu bata?
ANS: satu je bata yang diperlukan iaitu bata yang terakhir. kalau tak letak bata ni tak kan siap la bangunan tu.

lastly the additional question which i forgot, was posted by my ex-room mate

9. benda apa yang boleh dimakan, dipakai and ditonton
ANS: intisari.sebab inti boleh dimakan, sari boleh dipakai and intisari boleh ditonton

any objection or argumentation according to the answers given? if so you all can directly let me know about it.i am ready to debate with you.*am i?* but you are unable to do so for question 1,2 and 9 because that questions and answers from that uncle. 

Friday, 8 July 2011

Home Made Candle

i'm so excited because i was successfully make an invention!  I did it! From a pieces of candles i gathered it and melted it the pot. then when it fully melted, i put some dye. but it couldn't mixed well even i stirred it. so it looks dull and pale. however i satisfied with my work! 

my art!my candle. =)

it's look beautiful after lighten up

I Madly Crazy about Them

Most of the time when I went for window shopping my legs were so lightly to step into Sony center. I definitely trust all Sony product. The Walkman that my sis brought 9 years ago still in a good condition. I believe they only produce excellent items with various function and wonderful performance.


I am deeply in love with this superb lovely lappy. After  few weeks I bought my Mr. Dell I found a new model of Vaio was released. The price starting from RM 2.3k exclude windows. To insert windows I need to add another RM200. It has an isolated keyboard together with quick web access. They are so elegant and funky. I fall in love at the first sight.  Then something came out in my mind. I wanna sell my current lappy to a friend and live happily ever after with my lover. Unfortunately my elder sis disagreed. So till now we are suffering because of the separation.

Other special features of this lappy:
The processor used is Intel core i3 or i5
The ram is DDR3 (2GB)
14 inch wide screen
As for the hard disk 320GB
They comes with 5 colors

Another product invented by Sony. I noticed it through my first glanced at the flyer. The incredibly sweet camera with an attractive pink color. It’s caught my attention at once. I am kinda person who careless about art in photographing. My pieces always come out blur or imperfect .I also doesn’t have any talent in snapping picture.  So I prefer to be a model of photos. Haha. But then, I suddenly interested when looking at this digital camera. Okay, I know nowadays peoples so excited to have DSLR. This cyber shot is not as great as DSLR.  Yet I still want it so badly!

read in advance:
Price 1.5k
12MP ExmorTM R CMOS Sensor
25mm Wide Angle
3.5” Touch Panel
4X Optical Zoom
Water Resistant


I’d dreamt for longer time to have this mp4. One day I went to Mid Valley Mega Mall to purchase this gadget, the Sony center staff told me all the pink and red models was sold out and they don’t have any. She recommended me to go to Sony center at Garden Shopping Mall. Unfortunately, the same thing happened. Pink model was sold out. After thinking for a while I decided to buy NWZ-B150 mp3 with red color for RM159.

If you guys notice all my favorite stuffs are in pink and Sony products. My taste.I wish, I hope one day I can afford to purchase all the gadgets that I’d dreamt of. Or somebody can buy it for me for my coming birthday? Haha.

Okay! Stop daydreaming! nobody gonna do that for you!
but still i cannot stop from thinking of them.

they comes in various color and pattern

my beloved lappy for an ages

they are awesomely attractive right?

i hope it's me holding and having that mp4!

the earphones itself looks cute


*credited to google image for the pictures*

Thursday, 7 July 2011

Insomnia Strike

Before I proceed to my entry today I would like to inform you guys. On Wednesday all the bloggers will post only a photograph without any words or description. The photo bring some message, have  deep meaning, or precious to the author.  The photo itself says so much that it doesn’t need any description. We called it as wordless Wednesday.

okay. Now proceed

       Hurm. These past few days I had a sleepless night. I had once didn’t slept for the whole night. Besides, I also frequently woke up in the middle of night. What wrong with me? I guess I was stroke by insomnia. So to confirm it I started google .

       For those who never listen to the word or barely know about it, insomnia is the disability of a person to have an inadequate or poor-quality sleep. This may due to difficulty falling asleep, waking up frequently during the night with difficulty returning to sleep, waking up too early in the morning or unrefreshing sleep.

Yup! I had difficulty falling asleep and waking up frequently during the night. But when I checked the cause that bring to this situation, I don’t think it was me.

I don’t worry about anything
I don’t feel stress or depress these day
I don’t take caffeine cause I dislike coffee a lot
I don’t take any medicine that would disrupt my sleep
I don’t have any disease such as kidney disease, Parkinson, asthma and etc.

       Out of sudden something cross my mind. During orientation weeks my super-duper Chinese senior asked me to list 10 things that person with insomnia supposed to do for them to become sleepy. So I did it in order to get that senior signature. Some of them that I still remember:

  1. Stare at the mosquito or fly that flying in your bedroom.
  2. Tidy up the whole house until you get tired and feel sleepy
  3. Read physiology reference book *the killer and bored subject for faculty of medicine students*
  4. Exercise vigorously or work out in the middle of night 
Others I can’t remember. So if you guys also have insomnia this tips might be help. But no guarantee because I don’t get any approval from any health association. So it may have some side effect which I never know. Haha. But if it's doesn’t work please stop doing it.

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

My Life as a Wirawati

I was at the college when I received a news from my friend that I was selected to join PLKN end of the year through instant message.  I definitely not happy with that news.  Furthermore, both of my best friends  wasn’t selected. Very unfair. One day when I called home I received another bad news from my dad. I’ll be send to Kedah. OMG! I never thought it would be too far away. But when I came back home and have a looked at the letter actually I wasn’t posted in Kedah.  My dad kidding me! +_+”  On 28th of December I was unwillingly went to Pusat Latihan Khidmat Negara Kem Terkok Sungai Siput(U) , PERAK. Luckily my dearly besties, syida also went to the same camp as mine.

My first day at the camp didn’t  going well. I puked before I performed my maghrib prayer. Then I was sent to the camp clinic. The doctor checked my condition and gave me  medicines. He told me to take my dinner after that. I vomited because I didn’t take any meal for the whole day. And my stomach filled with air. But  I thrown out once again after I ate my dinner. Late at night when I walked back to my dorm I immediately called my mom. I told her what had happened while crying . I felt so down and helpless. My mom comforted me and she asked me to put some ointment to my stomach before I sleep. I felt so depressed during the day. Teachers were so cold towards us. They used to scold us and spoke to us with the high amplitude and pitch voice. =_=

Besides, I had a very packed timetable throughout the day. I had to wake up very early in the morning and sleep late at night. If I was duty for the night I had to stay up and guard the dorms for certain hours. Below was my schedule on the weekdays:

0515: wake up
0600-0625: subuh prayer
0630-0730: morning physical training (PT)
0730-0820: breakfast
0830-0900: strength checking*, briefing
0900-1030: character building (CB) class
1030-1100: recess
1100-1230: continue CB class
1230-1420: lunch, rest, pray
1430-1630: physical class
1630-1730: recess,  teatime, Asar prayer
1730-1815: strength checking, riadah
1815-1905: dinner, self
1915-2100: strength checking, Maghrib prayer, slot with ustaz, Isya’ prayer
2100-2230: night program**
2230-2300: strength checking, supper, briefing, PLKN anthem
1145: sleep!
*Strength checking was something like check for the attendance of each trainers .
**Night program would either be karaoke competition, watched movie or talked.

When I was as the camp I joined every activities held. But I was unable to join ‘wira jaya’ because I had a  ‘tempur tanpa senjata(tts)’ training  to perform during ‘Majlis Perasmian rakan cops’ at Tapah. I hate the most when I have to stand still for a longer period of time during strength checking. But, I have my friends and my dorm mate that always cheered up my day and make all the activities became more interesting and enjoyable. I love the moment when we shout till the top of our lung together and gave a support to my team mates during competition. They also warm and helpful. I never forget  they help me when my knee was injured after playing netball for our company. The team mate spirit was increased as the day passed. Near to the end of time, my company Charlie cheetah was declared as the best company for group 1 series 6 2009. We wore our lanyard as the symbol of honor.

During 3 months at the camp I was:

  1. Netball player for Charlie and we got third place
  2. Volleyball player for Charlie but we lose all the games
  3. Involved in marching during Camp Opening Day
  4. Involve in marching competition between company and we were the winner.
  5. One of the leader during navigation
  6. Joined tts performance for the Rakan Cop Launched Ceremony in Tapah.
  7. Joined marching performance for the Closing Ceremony for Group 1 Series 6 2009

A few best moment I will never forget during my time at the camp are:
  • I was in the group first detail first target seven during shooting. I  shot for  real using M16 .
  • It was the first time I donated my blood. Initially I was doubted to give the permission letter.  But with support from my dorm mate I did a very great decision.
  • I learned juggle the ball with my buddy. I managed to do step 7 . tas..tas.. lambung..
  • I performed nazam with my classmate
  • Laughed out loud with my friends
  • My dorm mate and I created a new marching style that we called ‘Kawad Kuda’

Every single moment we learned together was very meaningful. I  learned about the teamwork, other races custom and culture.  I gained a lot of new experiences while make friends with  others. I still contact with them seldomly either through Facebook or texting.  Life as wirawati start from 28th December till 11st march was kind of challenging, sadness yet there was still had an excitement and joyful! I miss those moment for sure.

my lovely dorm mate and i

i wrote notes everyday i spent at the camp so i won't forget it

i complained a lot!

Monday, 4 July 2011

you guys the smartest?

Hello peeps!

      Last time on my way to station LRT University, my friends and I took a cab. The driver was so friendly. We have some conversation. And out of sudden that uncle gave us three funny puzzles teke-teki. But i can't recall the other one of it. Wanna know what are they?  Let see whether you can answer it or not.

1. Dalam banyak-banyak pokok, pokok apa yang paling berani?

2. Kalau kita taw macam mana nak bezakan anak itik jantan and betina, macam mana pula  nak bezakan pokok pisang jantan dan betina? 

So how? Got the answer? but wait a second! not just two above. i got a lot more collections of teka-teki. are you ready for them? feeling nervous? relax peeps. try this.
breath in. breath out  
and here you go!

3. Kalau orang makan di meja, binatang apa makan di kepala?

4. Binatang apa yang kurang ajar?

5. Kenapakah siput babi jalan lambat?

6. Antara siput dan gajah, yang mana lagi kuat? Kenapa?

7. Dalam banyak2 ikan, ikan apa yang orang tengok sekali je dah sure ikan tu betina?

8. Berapa banyak batu bata yang diperlukan untuk menyiapkan sebuah bangunan yang di perbuat daripada batu bata?

Tougher? No right. All the questions are pretty simple and easy la. what a shame if you cannot get it right. You may shout your answer at the comment box below. Don't forget to write down the question number. Answer scheme will be out on the nextnextnextnextnext entry. just wait for it. hihi.

*all the questions in Malay because weird pe kalu teka-teki dalam English. takbesttakbest*

come on. gimme your answers!

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Weight gain

After almost 2 months I've been at my home i can feel my tummy was expended. for clarity, i entered my mom's room and stepped on the weigh balance. omo! omo! omo! (O_o) I'd GAINED WEIGHT AGAIN! Before I returned home for the semester break i noticed i lost 2kg. i was so glad. i didn't skipped any meals during exam time. In fact i ate a lot during my study week and exam weeks. My habit. I can't study too long. Later on i lost my focus. Unless my unhealthy-delicious-junk foods was there by my side. Some sort of inspiration for me to keep awake. that was the reality of my student life. silly me.

Even i had luncheon but after half an hour i started to look for any junk foods to eat. i thought it was nothing wrong with my stomach. the problem was my mouth always wanna chewing. non-stop. so, to balance my very bad habit i decided to eat less rice during lunch or dinner. seems it work pretty well. congrats to me!! haha

now i gained weight again. displeasure. what to do. my mom's cooks was super duper luscious! IRRESISTIBLE! And at night when my dad returned home he brought another tasty foods such as fried chicken, roti john, laksa, murtabak, porridge, otak-otak and etc. watch out! your mouth watering! scrumptious-unavoidable-appetizing-foods. fuhh! eat late at night. another bad habit of mine.

wondering why i was so worried about this stuff? of cause la. i am a young girl. i wanna looks good for myself. wanna wear a beautiful outfits. not for others. just for myself. for my self-confident and self-esteem. besides, i am not tall enough. in simple word i am shortish girl *retarded?* so if i getting fatter i will look much more short. okay? also not  favorable to play sports. low stamina and easily get tired. +_="  the only way left is to mind my diet. i hope the coming fasting month will help me encounter this problem.

here some tips i would like to share. from my studied, i confidently conclude that carbohydrate is the major source that make people nowadays obese. this is because the amount of the carbohydrate that we consume is fully stored in the body in the form of glycogen. if excess it is store as fat. when we require an energy, the glycogen will be converted back to become glucose. none of them was excreted out. only at the VERY high amount the glucose is excreted in the urine. then the person with this situation is having diabetes. While, the other class of foods such as protein and fat will immediately excrete when they are not require by body at that time. none of them are store. lastly, a short remainder from me,


Saturday, 2 July 2011

Lil space of mine

People do blogging with different reasons
Some did  to entertain others
Some did for the sake of business
Some did to promote their products
Some did to share their delicious recipes
Some did to tell about their group activities
Some did because told to do so by their gf/bf
Some did to share their life stories
Some did just to follow others

Whatever the reasons are none of them is mine. This is the pieces of mine. This is my blog

Place where I put my memories
Place where I express my feelings
Place where I freely being myself
Place where I let my dream expended

It may not cheer  when I sad
It may not support when I down
It may not wipe my tears when I cry
It may not congrats when I succeed


It does help to reduce the sadness, the painful, the stress
I might complained about things. About my surrounding. About my previous, present and future life. About my  friends. About my course mate. Maybe about you or a friend of yours. But I have a right to do so. I have a right to talk, write or express my feeling in this democratic country. As long as I do not give any harm to others . Or make any false accusation nor slander anybody I think it is fine.

I am sorry if any of my writing, written or I'd wrote did hurt you reader(s)
no offend, no hard feeling
no harm

Friday, 1 July 2011

she gotta be herself




July comin'

today is 1st of July. 

i wonder what gonna happen throughout this month. 

what a surprise gonna hit me.

 i hope it would be better than before. 

wishing more enjoyment and excitement moment. 

so far i didn't plan anything yet. 


 following the schedule my driving class will start on this month.

 if nothing goes awry I'll be taking the test end of this month. 

cross my finger and hope for being bless

the coming of July also indicate my holiday will end soon. 

2 month left.


 i haven't archive my goal yet

so dearly time,

please walk slowly

don't run and leave me behind