Tuesday, 30 August 2011

Happy Eid

 Only a short post from me.(hurry to go to mosque for solat raya)


besides i would like to ask for forgiveness on my mistake i did before

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility.
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me.
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done.
And things that have not occurred yet.
And the things that i don’t take responsibility for.

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done.
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware,
Sorry for the things that I did not say.

I understand that there are some problems.
And I am not too blind to know.
All the pain you kept inside you.
Even though you might not show.
I’ll be the reason for your pain
 I apologize for being wrong.

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Wordless Wednesday 8

Registration Done

yeah! already registered my subjects for this coming semester. i took 7 core subjects which are:

  • pharmaceutical dosage form design
  • pharmaceutical analysis
  • central nervous system and therapy
  • medicinal chemistry
  • respiratory, hematology system and therapy
  • pharmaceutical microbiology
  • pharmaceutical immunology

and also one university course which is

  • English presentation skill (i heard there's must be presentation every week. can i?)

all this require 18 credit hours. however still left another 2 hours. but don't have other subject which fit the schedule. so only 18 for this semester i think. i don't wanna be greedy. plus the seniors said our second year will full with test.hoping i can encounter all of them. just cross the finger and wish for the best. GAMBATE!

i still have a chance to add or drop any subjects during the 'add and drop session'. no worries!

Friday, 19 August 2011


cool huh?
isn't mine anyway.
just take a look
blackberry curve 9300 
the current price around RM 830
own it?
not yet i think.

Thursday, 18 August 2011

Just Let it Be

let's the editor freely editing
let's the writer freely writing
let's the reader freely reading
let's the learner freely learning
let's the teacher freely teaching
let's the blogger freely blogging
let's the author freely authoring

let me freely being myself

Monday, 15 August 2011

I Mean It

You tell me you're in love with me. Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me.

It's not that I don't want to stay. But every time you come too close I move away.

I wanna believe in everything that you say. Cause it sounds so good.

But if you really want me, move slow.There's things about me you just have to know deeper.

Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I'm scared of you.

But all I really want is to hold you tight. Treat you right.

Be with you day and night. Baby all I need is you.

I don't wanna be so shy. Every time that I'm alone I'm thinking of you.

Hope that you will wait for me. You'll see that you're the only one for me.

Just hang around and you'll see. There's nowhere I'd rather be. Always be by your side.

If you love me, trust in me. As the way I trust in you.

edited from 'sometimes by Britney S' 

Tuesday, 9 August 2011


suddenly i feel like writing even it's late at night. plus the my eyes don't want to shut yet. so let's this hands dance on the keyboard.

the day before yesterday was my first time play a go-kart. it was a great-wonderful experience i ever had. at beginning i was so nervous. but the briefing from the instructor helps a lot. there were only three of us. my big brother, my lil brother and me. both of them already pro. they've been there few times before. i admit i was the loser during the racing.

wanna know about the price? on my own opinion it's expensive. 10 bucks for 5 minutes on the track for each person. but my first ride was my big bro treat. hoping somebody will bring me here and play it again. i wanna drive to the maximum speed again and feel the fresh air rushing oppose me.


this killing me.

i feel uneasy when thinking bout this thing. still figure out what would be the best elective should i take for next coming semester. if according to my current second year buddy she took human and plant subject. it carries 2 hours credit. but i still afraid of making decision. so many elective provided. i prefer the one with 2 credit hours and easy to score. so that it would help to pull up my next CGPA. plus the place where the class will be held and also must be tally with my schedule. yet i don't have the exact schedule. worry the class might overlap. considering all this things is tiring. another option suggested by my classmates was Budaya dan Seni Rusia. sounds interesting. some said it is the most favorite subject and easy to score. but other said it was tough. i'm in dilemma. 

for all and for most my target is to finish another three hours English class.  it's compulsory for all UM's student to take 6 hours English class. i guess all the IPTAs have the same policy before the student qualify to graduate. English classes were the most demanding classes. every semester will be full. in order to get into i have to register as early as possible. i wish to take English for academic purpose instead of  English presentation.

Monday, 8 August 2011

She's in Blue

what wrong with you? i never know it would be matter to you.  Am i being too harsh? or is that you being too sensitive? why you take it differently from what i meant? why you got it that way? why you looked it negatively? why you being pessimist towards it? 

seriously it's not as what you were thought. it's not like that. it's too hurt when you said it that way. Am I being too fragile? but it can't be help. i was disappointed with what had happened.

Sunday, 7 August 2011

Mr Dell

A good great news! my Mr Dell was fine. i feel so relief. i care about this notebook so much. hoping it will continue to be okay for a longer time. 

few days before there was a pop-out warning come out on my desktop sound like this. 

windows has encountered a critical problem and will restart automatically within one minute. please save your work now. 

as i clicked on the close button to close that warning then my notebook restarted. at first i thought it was just for once. however after few minutes it's ready to use, the warning came out again. the same thing happened even after i shut down and open it again. i have no idea what should i do i felt so bad. then i let my mom knew about it.

mom asked about my warranty. i checked the date and yes! it still valid. on the next day i called Dell's team to complain about it. i spoke to the operator and she asked me to follow her instruction. it took an hour to check what the problem step by step.

i followed all the instructions given and she told me to restart again and see whether the warning still come out and i found that there was no more! Praise to Allah. my laptop worked as usual. i think it's better than before.

Saturday, 6 August 2011

Driving Tests


       Finally I passed my car driving test.  Seriously it was a difficult time for me. Back then I was so stressed when people keep asking me how my driving class. I hate it so much. Why? I’m not going to mention it here. Only a person close to me and my family know how the class was. Only one word enough to describe how it was. TERRIBLE! Well. I’m going to forget it.

    Talk about the cost I’d spent, it’s about RM 760 + RM 25 + RM 80 + RM 65. Let’s total them up. RM 930! (O_o) GOSH!! Basically I have to pay RM 150 for the ‘Kelas Pendidikan Pemandu’ and computer test. I was grateful because I passed it at once. Then proceed to enter ‘Kelas Pra L’ and did the practical. I paid RM 300 for that. After four days the driving school processed my L license then I started to drive. Another RM 310 spent here. This was the worst part ever.

     I started my class on Wednesday 20th July till Saturday 23th July at 10am to 12pm. On the very sunny day you know. My skin was burned. I have no choice. They arranged the time table for me.  I only had 8hours to go. 26th July was the test with JPJ. But because I wasn’t fully prepared so I added another one hour class a day before the test for RM 25. It was a great decision by adding the class. It’s help a lot.

        On the actual day of the test I was on the third session. My test began at 2pm. I came on 8.30am and I have to wait for 5hours++. Headache stroked because waited too long under the hot sun. Thanks God I did well for the part II test which were parking, went uphill and three corners. Unfortunately I failed for part III which was the test on the actual street. The reason: The driver was unable to handle the steering perfectly. Sigh~

       I was frustrated to hear that.  So I have to repeat the test by paying another RM 80. On 2nd July few days before I came again for the test. I don’t take any extra class nor learn it with my dad. I feel like give up that time. All I know I just come to complete what I’d started before. Luckily I passed the second test.  I paid RM 65 for the license. Now I have the driving license with me but I have no time to drive yet. Let me keep it first la. See how my money flowing like water. Aduhh abis duit JPA ku. My Sugar daddy JPA I miss you! Bila maw kasi duit lagi..ngehehe..

Tuesday, 2 August 2011


i had a lot to write
about my car driving tests

how it was carried out

what the outcome

but the mood of writing haven't come yet

hope it will come sooner

i guess

it was influenced by the tiredness i faced 

i was so busy these past two days

also the coming days ahead

wanna know what am i doing right now?

just waiting for the next coming entry

hope you guys won't bother

also stress because something wrong with my Mr dell

lucky the warranty still valid

but i didn't called the team yet

 to check what the  problem


Monday, 1 August 2011

Welcome! (^_^)

it's coming again. let's welcome this glorious month with  an open heart.

 enjoy every single moment with a good deed.

it's much easiest without those creatures 

hope this time would be better than before. (^_^)