Thursday, 30 June 2011

Let's think dude!

Hey! Hey! Hey!

     Just now when  I was ‘googIeling’ I found something  interesting!  It  caught my attention. Actually I  found an interesting facts about THINKING! So, wanna share it here. Let see what I got.
From the fact that I found it said:

Only 2% people that thinking
While 3% people think that they are thinking
Another 95% people willing to die rather than thinking
By Dr. Albert Schitzer

     What you guys think? Wanna believe this or not? It that true majority of people willing to die rather than thinking? Sound ridiculous right. I don’t know either. Doubted. It may or may not true.  But Dr. Albert  might have done observation, survey and experiment before he can simply jump into that conclusion and published it. The problem with people nowadays are, most of them so lazy to take time and think.
      Me myself also have the same ‘disease’. My bad. Actually when we didn’t use our brain eventually someday this brain will be degenerate. And it also cannot function well just like before. So scary. So, you and i are advised to use our brain fully to think before make any move.  Let become apart of 2% of person that thinking!

Saturday, 25 June 2011

nothing here

i have no mood to update this blog.
yet i have a lot of things to write here.
 but everything just mingle in my mind.
 i can't even express it.
 let it be.
someday it will gone.
maybe  unimportant stuff i thought. sigh~

Tuesday, 21 June 2011


Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost..

credit to wan saddam *my ex-schoolmate*

Monday, 20 June 2011

suit us well

Rihanna (Ne-Yo):
That's how much I love you 
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do 
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile? 


but you won't let me 
You upset me girl then you kiss my lips 
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset 
Can't remember what you did 

But I hate it 

You know exactly what to do 
So that I can't stay mad at you 
For too long, that's wrong 

But I hate it 

You know exactly how to touch 
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more 
So I despise that I adore you 

Rihanna (Ne-Yo):
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah) 
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you) 
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh) 
But I just can't let you go 
And I hate that I love you so.. 

And you completely know the power that you have 
The only one that makes me laugh 

Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that
I Love you beyond the reason why 
And it just ain't right 

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
 And your kiss won't make me weak 

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me 
So you'll probably always have a spell on me.. 

And I hate that I love you so.. so..

Friday, 17 June 2011

i want HSDPA!

haiya! this broadband really drive me crazy. can't get a better network. it keep changing to UMTS or EDGE. both of them are helpless. i rather not to go online than facing this situation. but then i have to. i must to.  i have to check my fb. just now i got an urgent news. i need to bank in RM 208 to my lecturer account to buy a  pharmacology text book for next semester session. it COMPULSARY to buy. some of us already buy other kind of book with different publisher. but because the lecturer state there it is compulsory, so we have to buy it with no other reason(s).

 luckily i still have some saving. it's undeniable, the price like wanna give me a heart attack. actually the original price is about RM 270++. * i can't remember* but then we got some discount. the thing is, we need to bank in before end of this month. don't have much time left. it doesn't matter if i do not buy it through my lecturer. but at the bookshop i have to pay  RM270++ for the same book. without any discount. what a waste!

see. if i do not check my fb occasionally, i will be left out about the latest news. so i have no choice. broadband, please be nice to me for a while okay?

*quickly click at publish post before the line turn to EDGE again. aigoo~*

Thursday, 16 June 2011

AIDS Awareness

Last time I attended  a Gala Night with the theme AIDS Awareness. So, let me share a few facts about AIDS

AIDS and HIV very close related. Our people always misunderstood. AIDS is a disease while HIV is a virus that cause AIDS.  A.I.D.S stands for Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome. It is caused by HIV *human immunodeficiency virus*. HIV act by infect the immune system of human. HIV destroys the white blood cells that are required to fight infection. Thus, the immune system of the infected  person gradually become weaken. It unable to defense  body towards many pathogens.  It also attacks the central nervous system.

The biggest fact here is, the person with AIDS doesn’t die because of AIDS itself but from secondary infection. For example are pneumonia, tuberculosis, meningitis and also fungal diseases. The person may also develop certain form of cancer which eventually cause death. This occur because the virus destroybody immune system. As the white cell count falls to dangerous levels, numerous infections and diseases emerge. At this point a person is said to have AIDS. Thus, when pathogen attack, the body unable to counteract it. Body has lose third defense mechanism. So that person with HIV positive is very easily to get infection by other pathogens, bacteria  and viruses.

AIDS is commonly causes by the spread of the HIV virus via sexual intercourse, contaminated needles, or blood transfusion. The pregnant women can pass HIV to her baby through the placenta or breast milk. Another cause of AIDS is through the transmission of the HIV virus via accidental inoculation from patient to a health care worker.

The risk of HIV transmission by blood transfusion is approximately 1/500,000. It is about 0.000002. It may small approximation yet we need to take this seriously. HIV can survive only in body fluid such as semen, blood and vaginal fluid. That are the best medium for HIV transmission. Unscreened contaminated blood used in a blood transfusion can also transmit HIV to healthy person. However, AIDS cannot be spread by touching, sharing of food or through the use of public toilets.

Initial signs and symptoms of HIV include headache, tiredness, nausea, diarrhea, enlarged lymph nodes in the neck, armpits or groin. The early signs and symptoms are often mistaken for the flu or a mild viral infection. The only way to know for sure if you are infected with HIV is to be tested. Many people infected with HIV do not have any signs and symptoms at all for many years. But the signs of late-stage HIV infection can be easily seen. However it is useless at that time to know you are already at the late stage.

The best way to encounter this disease is by prevention. This include having sexual relationship with one partner or using condom during copulation.  Avoid  sharing needles and syringesby drug users is one of the best  way.  More awareness campaigns should be carry out to educate publics and students. For example, we as UM pharmacy students had support the campaign during our Gala Night. Furthermore, the counseling should be provided to the HIV infected peoples so they don’t spread the virus to other people around.

  1.  The LH, Lee C, Wong TW, Chan SK,2006. Biology Form 5 textbook.  Malaysia: Arah Pendidikan SDN BHD.

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

NoGAPS ended

Finally! My short two weeks at UM was officially ended. A very tiring weeks. Yet, we have so much fun.  And I also learn something new. Leadership. I know I wasn’t a good leader. But I promise I’ll be better after this. Something need an improvement. Peace!
Throughout this NoGAPS, we as a committee members had prepared so many activities for the participants. Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly. Even I didn’t attend some of the programs but I know my seniors and friends had done their job successfully. This program was started with the arrival of the participants. At 5pm on 9th June 2011 all the participants were gathered for the first time. We let them to know each other through Ice Breaking session. At night, an Opening Ceremony was held. Our head of department, Dr. Ibrahim *well known as Dr. Ib* was the officiator.

The second day started withWorkshop. Then participants had a Tour around UMMC *University  Malaya Medical Center a.k.a. PusatPerubatanUniversiti Malaya* the place was kinda big. At the evening after solat Jumaat, we were having an Explorace. Each of the group was assigned with specific t-shirt color they have to wear. The game was exciting. They have 7 check point to go. The check point was all over UM. Our objective is to shows to the participants some places around UM.

On the next day, the participants had Community Outreach Program where all participants  went to Jinjang Selangor and did social service to the committee  there. It kinda good program.While at the evening, the participants having PCE Final. This program was to train the participant to become a great future pharmacists. The best participant with a high professionalism was awarded during our Gala Night. Besides, we also look for the talented future pharmacist by organized Dare To Show. All 10 groups had to perform. They can choose either to dancing, singing or acting. Some groups seems not  ready. While some of them was perfectly perform.

On Sunday, all the participants had a Slot with MPS Young Pharmacists Chapter. After that they got Funny Debate, Symposium and MyPSA Annual General Meeting . Lastly we having our Gala Night as the closing ceremony. All attendance wore red attire. But black and white also accepted but must be accompany with red accessories. The theme for the night was AIDS AWARENESS.It such a great night. The most successful was the performance of Super Mario  World by my friends. Two weeks training was worthwhile when their performance became the most favorite performance of the night. Congratulation to all the committee especially to the board of directors for  NoGAPS 2011 at University of Malaya.

I feel like writing a report for the event. *kalah secretary NoGAPS ni* Haha. here some pictures. enjoy it!

official logo for NoGAPS 2011

Explorace at library check point

during Gala Night


me and my pal

Friday, 10 June 2011

Tense in the middle of NoGAPS

*NoGAPS stand for National Gathering of Pharmacy Students*

huh! everybody was so stress. lot of things to think, to do and to prepare for the explorace this evening. i was in charged for the check point at main library UM. one of my partner was so busy with her personal matters. she doesn't help much. always escape when there was a "free time". actually it is not a free time at all. we have to search for her all the time. she hardly being on time. she didn't contact us when she late. instead, we have to look for her. most of the time i can't reach her. phone out of battery or didn't pick up the phone neither reply my text. she really drive me crazy. now, i let her to go to the other check point to help other team where they need more hands.

     another person of my team mate had helped a lot. most of the time i discussed with her to make the best choice. can't denied she had worked hard for this event and the opening performance we took part. luckily i have her. otherwise i don't know how to handle by myself. she just like my P.A *personal assistant* always be by my side and help a lot.

     she actually do not involve in this NoGAPS. but because we need one more person to join candle light performance, i asked her to come. she finally made a decision to join. because she was here, i recruited her in explorace.  she helped me to settle out the problem with library management. we went out to the library for certain times to get the approval letter. very tiring body and soul. sigh~

      but now she looks so stress. she never be like this. she always be the strongest. but since yesterday she  looks so much tired. yesterday we have to move from first college to second college. carried all the goods by ourselves. then on the night we had opening ceremony. thanks Gods, our candle light performance was perfectly performed. today will be explorace. i hope my team mate can encounter all the problem might happen. i put so much hope for this event to be successful. dearly ILA, we have one more to go. you know, i'm stress and tension too. but we have to face all these things. please hold on friend.

Thursday, 9 June 2011

Dream High

at last i finished watching this superb wonderful movie tonight! *actually already morning this time.nvm. acceptable* congratulation to me. haha. i took few days to finished 16 episode. i watched it from late at night until early in the morning. it doesn't matter cause i love to watch it so much!

wanna know more? let me briefly tell about the movie. the story was mainly about Kirin Art School students. it was a well known school. only smart talented student with a good voice and dance can enter the school. in this movie we can see how besties become an enemy to prove they are the best. it also tells how country boy change and become universal artist.

love story can't be left out for sure. heroin in dilemma about her own feeling. she confused. she lied to herself. she love other but she didn't believe in her own feeling. keep deny it. wanna know more? who was chosen? you better watch it yourself

won't tell more. wanna let you watch it! the best part of all was the songs of this movie. i love each and every song. the melody and lyrics was excellent. i had download all the songs. wanna here them? just click them:

1) Dream High Theme Song
2) Maybe by Hye Mi feat. Soo Hyun
3) Only Hope by Suzy (Hye Mi)
4) Goose Dream
5) Someday dy IU (Pil Sook)

the students archive the dream with the help from the teachers

best to know they first

hye mi confused

they were cool

besties turn rival

pil sook and jason sweet love story

the best ending when they unite


Suzy (Miss A) as Go Hye Mi

Kim Soo Hyun (Solo) as Song Sam Don

Taecyeon (2PM) as Jin Gook / Hyun Shi Hyuk

Ham Eun Jung (T-ara) as Yoon Baek Hee

Wooyoung (2PM) as Jason

IU (Solo) as Kim Pil Sook

Monday, 6 June 2011

Love letter

      i know you might feel very disappointed now. i certainly believe you were so sad from your voice i heard when i called you this evening. I'm really sorry. i don't know what to do, how to act. i was unable to comfort you at the moment.

      you are not useless. you are a bright student back then. yet you didn't show the real of you.  i hardly believed you can do much more better than that. i have faith in you and it shall be forever like that.

      surely you won't this to happen. you won't let your mummy disappointed. i guess she will understand. things getting harder. subject getting tougher. you can explain to her nicely. i know she was an understanding mom from the way she treat me. if she got mad at you. she definitely want you to  work harder next semester. she always proud of you. she had once told me.

       i guess we might take this semester lightly. we won't repeat the same mistake again right? i know you very well. study always be priority to you. it was my fault too. maybe i give you less time for your study. I'm really sorry about that.

       i want you to always remember this. once we failed, it wouldn't be the end of everything. we will wake up together. if there is an obstacle during our long journey we will endure together. you got me and i have you

please never give up and just let bygones be bygones. lets look forward. never step back.

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Astar story

            i was so excited! i manage to download photoscape at last. our college wi-fi was so excellent. thumb ups! can download anything in a short time only. yet less people use it. most of us still in holiday. but Pasum students already in.  here i want to share some of the pictures during my time stayed at first college. it was well known as ASTAR. that short form stand for asrama tunku abdul rahman.* if i not mistaken*. just enjoy the pictures edited by me

during fiesta hari terbuka
our room became pizza outlet
can chose any one
hand make
very delicious

me with my room mates
they are sporting and so kind
wanna write more bout them
but in the next entry

 this was during our glamorous dinner
everyone in blue because the
 theme for the night was

just slight edited by me. the quality of the pictures remain the same. i didn't adjust it. only the way i presented it different way. 

Friday, 3 June 2011

Immature me

i am childish
very not cool huh
this coming september
i'll be tweenty.

time run faster
felt like yesterday i was sixteen
one thing i've to remember
as the age increase
the death will be soon

am i ready?
i don't think so
it so hard to change
but it not possible

should be now
or still wanna waiting

but till when

me myself don't know

Thursday, 2 June 2011

Our hearts

i could be your unintended 
choice to live your life extended

we both sad
we both cried

i hope someday it will be heal. live your life. i live mine.
hope you fine there. i heart you~