At last~

          Yeah! at last i finished all 8 papers for this sem. all the department core subjects really tough. only God know how hard I'd faced them. out of 5 department subject, 4 of them carry 3 hours credit and another one is 2 hours credit. those subject include physiology, pharmacology, biochemistry and pharmacy physical.they are killer subject for the whole pharmacy students generation since our senior time.not to say but its true. the other one subject is heterocyclic chemistry. also tough.
       
          memorizing is the most important element for us to be successful during the exam. that was my weakness. i cant memorize well. for me, the understanding is the most important. i cant memorize thing blindly. it wouldn't work at all. and i also have short term memory loss. very unfortunately. so i have to repeat reading the same thing over and over even i had studied that part during study week but i need to revise it on the night before the paper. most of the days i had to burn the midnight oil. have no other choices. it very frustrated when i can't remember a thing i had studied in the hall exam. become blank n blur. it not suppose to be right. i guess all the students feel the same huh? what comes out shows how much we put our effort to counter that subject. i think i do worst this time. pharmacy department staff told us that our result will come out at the end of this month. lectures seems so excited to mark our papers. huhu. all i can do now praying and accept the faith. i might be disappointed with the result. well i can guess how the result will be. hope i can take it positively even i become negative right now. just cross the finger and hoping for the best. sigh~

         now don't want to talk bout study anymore. currently i had finished 2 movies with my lovely roommate. wanna watch more!! all my stuffs already packed. so many bags. my sis gonna take them tomorrow while some of it i gonna leave at our rented house. yup! next sem i will stay outside campus since i not qualified anymore to stay in college. so sad. but this is what I'd chose. i not even involve any single activities held by college. i didn't interested to become any of the community members. most all the time i joined activities held by pharmacy society. i involve in dancing during our pharmnight, i became one of the community member of  bureau. i also participated during national pharmacy sport carnival that was held at USM penang last time. it was my pleasured. i had a great time when i do what i interested in. but people most likely to sad don't follow your heart too much. think of benefits u gain. all i done i got the benefit even it doesn't help me to stay college. no problem. I'm happy with my choice. i got opportunity to join kompang team but i back up because i don't find any interest and i can't enjoy it. it become stressful at the end of the day you know. i hardly catch the tone to play that kompang. so sorry.
     
           not to worry. i want to have an experience live in our rented house. want to learn cooking. we had so much to do with our new house. the place it actually a condo. we are at 11th floor. currently, our final year senior rent there. since they gonna move out we decided to rent there. it hard to find a house at this hectic town. the rent are reasonable. it just medium in size. suitable for us that so called "bujang". haha. it not fully furnish. that would be some problem to us to look for a new closet and table. challenge we gonna face next seem is to saving our money. i am some sort of extravagant. i spend a lot my money. especially in  food. can't resist so delicious food. i want to try everything. as i find that is tasty i want extra more! this is the major reason why i gain weight so easily. no healthy. that's me. silly me.