MRT: A Glimpse Behind the Counter

  I have  a super interesting topic to share. At least I think it is. Hahhaa.. But bear in mind I might be using quite a lot of medical jargon in this writing. I hope it won't be so dry to read😬 

Recently I was assigned to be on-call at a Methadone Replacement Therapy clinic in our hospital. A shift started at 7 in the morning to 11am on Sunday. Then I went for an hour brunch break before continuing with a shift from 12pm to 5pm at our 24hours pharmacy. I’m not gonna talk about my on-call shift, instead regarding this Methadone program.

Fyi, the Methadone Replacement Therapy (MRT) clinic operates DAILY to cater the needs of our patients through a concept called Directly Observed Therapy well known as DOT, where each methadone syrup dose is taken under a close supervision of healthcare providers. Why is this necessary? Because methadone is an opioid with a high potential for misuse.

My role is basically to double-check each patient’s dose and dispense their methadone syrup accordingly. It's a pretty straightforward task. Probably the easiest pharmacist role in the entire hospital I supposed. However, since methadone is classified as a Dangerous Drug, everything must comply with the Dangerous Drugs Act 1952. That means a lot of documentation is required. So even a 4 hour shift ends up being quite packed.

Documentation has always been a crucial part of any process. Without proper and accurate records, things could easily go wrong.  From a patient care point of view, the exact time of methadone administration is important. It influences our decision making, especially when to determine whether or not to give another dose if a patient vomits after taking their daily dose. 

I guess you might have some idea who our patients are. Or should I address them as a client? But I’m always comfortable using patients instead. If your answer is drug addicts, yep! you got it right man. My clients are drug addicts. But one common misconception people may perceive is that all drug addicts are entitled to this program. However, that is not the case. Only those drug addicts who are involved with heroin or morphine misused are eligible, while other substances like cannabis, cocaine and methamphetamine aren’t. I’ll explain this later. 

Misuse of OPIOIDS has been a serious issue for decades, especially for heroin. It started small, then snowballed. This problem isn’t a one man problem but instead it gives a huge impact not only to a family institution, a society and eventually to our nation of course. Not to mention how the addiction towards heroin leads a person committing an insane-next-level-ridiculously-harm-and-crime to society, especially to their own blood line. That was tragic!

For those who are wondering what an opioid is…

Well, OPIOID is actually a group of drugs that act specifically on the OPIOID RECEPTOR which is adversely found in our central and peripheral nervous systems. When an opioid is binding to its receptor, it will block a pain pathway (nociceptive pathway) therefore preventing a person suffering from pain sensation. However, resulting from that binding it gives euphoric (feeling high) as well as sedative effects.

Opioid is then further classified into 3 main classes namely:

1) Natural opioid: MORPHINE & codeine

2) Semi-synthetic opioid: HEROIN, oxycodone, hydrocodone 

3) Synthetic opioid: METHADONE, tramadol, fentanyl

Unlike other types of opioid, HEROIN is well known as a recreational drug and we have never used it for treatment purposes, name it as pain control neither for sedation. You’ll see why.

So why has heroin never been used as a treatment option?

The rapid onset of action heroin is highly linked to its high potential for addiction. A way higher than other opioids mentioned above. Besides, this semi-synthetic drug is able to cross our blood brain barrier extremely quick causing an intense euphoric effect to its user. Not to mention its safety profile is not much better than other choices on the list. 

Before we advance further, it is always interesting to know the history right…

Opioids have long been discovered during ancient times by which latex of a Poppy plant (also known as joy plant) is used for pain reliever, sleep induction (sedation) and cough reliever. Later on, in 1804 a German pharmacist isolated morphine from this same plant and then morphine was widely used as a painkiller. However they noted addiction became common among soldiers that were administered with this drug during war.

Heroin on the other hand was first synthesized from morphine in 1874 by a British chemist.  It was then marketed widely as a ‘non-addictive morphine alternative’, which was totally wrong. Not long after it was banned from the market by most countries in view of its widespread addiction. 

It wasn’t until 1900 scientists managed to synthesize fully synthetic opioids which are much safer and less addictive as we have in the market now as methadone, tramadol and fentanyl. These drugs are widely used in healthcare settings across our country but always with cautions following strict dose and regimen guidelines. Tramadol in particular, is very commonly prescribed by physicians to the outpatients, and its stock flows out of the pharmacy like water!

Back to our main focus, why methadone is chosen over other opioids like morphine, which is also available in our healthcare facility? 

As you guys are well-versed now, methadone is a synthetic opioid. It is a man-made drug that is chemically manufactured to act like a natural opioid and does not come from opium poppy. Thus, its chemical structure has been modified to fit the needs. Unlike morphine, methadone is a long-acting opioid, meaning it can stay in the human system for up to 36hours, no kidding. Heroin and morphine on the other hand, last only about 3–6 hours each before they are slowly cleared from our system.

Because of this, dosing frequency is more convenient for patients who usually commit to a single daily dose and a daily visit to the clinic. This also works well from our perspective. Besides, as I mentioned, this man-made drug has a better safety profile and less addictive compared to naturally occurring morphine. Methadone also comes in the form of a syrup, which is easily taken by all generations and age groups, at a strength of 5 mg/ml.

Answering the previous question: why aren’t cannabis, cocaine, and methamphetamine users eligible to be enrolled in this MRT program?

If you understand the concept from the beginning, you might already grasp the answer. It’s simply because these 3 substances do not belong to the opioid group. Therefore, their mechanisms of action are different. They bind to different receptors. For example, cannabis binds to cannabinoid receptors, while cocaine blocks the reuptake of dopamine, which increases dopamine levels in the brain and produces a euphoric effect similar to opioids. 

In my personal point of view, Methadone Replacement Therapy introduced by our government is a good initiative in helping heroin and morphine abuser to curb with their cravings and therefore helps them live and function well, better than feeling like a zombie. Think of it as a stepping stone. Something that helps people slowly and safely get their lives back. But obviously it is not a cure for addiction rather a harm reduction strategy. Once a person gets involved in the misuse of these substances,  it often feels like there is no way back. 

What truly frustrates me, however, is how the corrupt system allows these illicit drugs to remain so widely available in our community. Despite all the efforts and programs, the ease of getting them and the constant supply flooding the market is disheartening. And I strongly believe that this can never be resolved because among the abuser are the enforcers, the VVIPs and the policymakers.

Isn't that right?

How harmful are these psychoactive substances? 

Just watch a Netflix series called Narcos, a real-life story of Colombian drug lord Pablo Escobar and the rise of the Medellin Cartel. He's notorious kingpin and the cocaine trade he led had a devastating impact on Colombia and worldwide. The story is well portrayed in the 30 episodes play and definitely worth watching!

Oncall

 It was a smooth sailing 10hours oncall.

It must be because of my mom's dua of course.

She is

 

😔

 💔

18.07.2025

A wishlist:

True enough

That's how precious trust is and how easy it is to destroy something that money can't buy.

The Path

 

This road may not hv led me to where I wanna be,

but it will definitely leading me to where  I am supposed to be. 

Another dream comes true🥰

 Guess what?

I've been to Sport Direct, Gatti and Al-Ikhsan around Ipoh for a hunt when I finally found the exact same pair of Asics Upcourt 6 in Watershed Rose ft White of my dream, in my size!

It felt surreal the moment I saw it in a box. So gorgeous, so perfect that it catches my eyes instantly. I felt like jumpin' out of the excitement! At least my heart did, really😆

Found this pair of gems at Original Classic of Silverlakes Village only for RM206.10 but with limited size available. 

Couldn't be thankful enough towards Him, the Merciful for granted this petty wish too. 

I am beyond grateful to finally have my hands on you🥰

Ntah... Simpan la dulu dalam almari. 

Sayang la nak pakai.....

🙂

 

My vision is clear.

I always knew what I wanted.

Another wishlist😬

I saw this online while scrolling on Shopee today.

Omooo..... super pwettyyyy!!🤤

Who wouldn't fall for it at a very first sight righttt.... 

The color is so so me.

So, without wasting any more minutes I looked into it further down. 

It is Asics Upcourt 6, an indoor-court shoe; said to be lightweight and versatile in a sense that it is ideal for volleyball, badminton, pickleball and even gym workouts. Make it even moreee tempting to grab this fella😍😍

But the bad news here is,

It is sold out everywhere that i've visited online

😭😭😭😭😭 

Just thought of it as a self-reward-birthday-present this year because September 3rd is just a month plus away. Oppss!🤭

But ermmm....

Idk if I can still get this baby… but every time I whisper my wishes into this little blog of mine, the universe seems to wink and make them come true. So i still hv shred of faith in it🤞🏻🥹

Ma loveable girl-friends🤧

Aaaa... 

Received a princess treatment today. My girls sent me to a bus station, waited up until the bus departed just like my mother would do although I insisted just a drop-off would suffice.  Terharu titewww🤧  

We had a great time walked down the memory lanes, teary-eyed laugh.... refilled each souls. I am blessed to have 'em as my former roomie up until these days. They never really change! 

Dear God,

Pease take care of 'em so that I will always hv them by my side. And please send them a Super Duper nice guy as their life time partner soon! [So that we can rant on our partner on the next catch-up 🫢]

Although i was kinda messed up our itinerary due to a-sudden-bad-bad-bad-fever, 🤒 but we had a great chat time, really!

Re-blogging

Well...

Look at the big title why am I starting to blog again?

Hmm...

Let’s just get straight to the point. Frankly speaking, the main reason is that I’m trynna distract myself from thoughts, from feelings, from a few life events I’d rather not remember. Not to mention  what they were, but it’s enough to say they were pretty big.

In a way, I guess this is an escape. A small, quiet corner that no one remembers. No crowd. No drama. No misunderstanding. No judgement. Just silence.

And one fine day, when everything falls back into place, I’ll be proud that I made it through this too.

Road to Pharmsport 3.0

Pharmsport 3.0 is tentatively scheduled on 3rd–5th October 25 in the KL & Selangor area.

This time, I won’t miss the chance~~

But instead of netball which has always been my favorite sport ever since, I’ve decided to go with volleyball even though I’m still pretty much an amateur. Hahhaa.

Why?
Because… why not? 😆😆😆

The last time I played volleyball was back in 2013, I think. That makes it around 12 years ago!

I guess I just wanna enjoy it this time. 

Besides, honestly I think I’m not fit enough right now to run around a netball court for 30 minutes straight. Wing Attack pancit nanti! 😂

So let’s go with volleyball even if it means bruised arms don’t care!

Lets just break a sweat & back on track.

♥️

 When I say I love my life, this is what I mean by that! 😊

My precious trio that I wouldn't trade them for anything ♥️

Settle for the Least

 I don't need much. I just need enough.

The kinda wealth I am lookin' in....

But..

I would prefer a scenery of hills wrapped in mist rather than stretches of paddy fields to enjoy every single morning. 

The lush greenery soothes the soul and refreshes the eyes😊

When you hit rock bottom,

there's only one way left to go:

and that is UP

Buster Moon

Anything in life worth doing, is worth overdoing. 

Moderation is for cowards. 

Shane Patton, LS 2013

Lil garden of my own

One fine day, I wish of tending to a garden of my own, where fresh vegetables bloom in the quiet charm of our backyard🏡 That's a dream!

Rising again