Wounded

I used to live by a principle that sounded something like this:

Pahatlah kebaikan seseorang di kayu agar sentiasa diingati.

Tulislah kejahatan dan kekecewaanmu di pasir pantai agar dibawa air laut apabila dipukul ombak....

Instead, today I do the opposite. Maybe this is to remind myself when I am about to make a u-turn in a future. I am sorry.

 18 Nov 24

Busted. It was more than 2 weeks of sleepless night and I've shed more than 5kilos unintentionally.

05 Dec 24

The reconciliation plan wasn't appreciated. It left me devastated.

16 Nov 25

I thought it was a perfect Sunday. Instead my phone was smashed. 

25 Dec 25

I was blamed for eventhough I was the one who did everything. I almost didn't wanna fly.

10 Jan 26

Found out I wasn’t included in a discussion about his major financial spending. I was lied to again.

Now I'm questioning myself; 

Do I still have place in there? 

I don't know.

So... what's next?